...and over again.

Surrounded on all sides by resistance, I push forward to no avail. With no motivation or enthusiasm to speak of, I'm left to calculate my next moves alone. A simple realization and declaration of intent would be enough to save me, but for reasons unknown to me I sit idle while life whips by me in sheets of gusty wind. What am I waiting for? Even if I could say, it would be but another excuse in a long list. Only when I accept my situation and rise to the challenge will I find the paths which lead to freedom.